Feb 17, 2015

Dear Life....

Oh hey!
It's been a while since I paid some attention to this little ole space of mine.  I won't even apologize because it just means I have been out and about trying to make it each and every day.  As I always say, if I can make it through the day with my family fed and alive, then it's a win in my book.  Being a new mom and juggling everything that comes with it is HARD work.  Don't let anyone tell you different.

Today I am going to give you bullet points because my brain is too tired from this three day weekend I just had.  Or it might also be frozen solid from the negative degree weather we have been having as well.  Or both. Anyways...

  • I can't believe we are halfway through the month of February already.  It seems like yesterday we just celebrated Christmas.  Now if only it would stop snowing.... 
  • Sophia has been doing great.  She will be 6 months old next week and I just can't believe it.  From my little 3lb preemie girl to a girl who loves to smile and giggle and drool like nobody's business.  My sweet miracle girl makes life so much better. 
  • 3/1.... this date has been hanging around my head for a while.  It's the deadline I gave myself to make a decision.  It gives me anxiety as we get closer to this date, but once it's here I just hope to have a clear mind and clear path.
  • 3/1 is also the hub's birthday.... which means I need to think about what we are going to do. 
  • I can't wait till Spring time is here because I need to get out of the house.  Walks in the park are calling my name. Also, I'm sure Sadie would like to run around in the dog park as well.  I believe she is also sick of this snow. 
  • My migraines have gotten out of control.  I have one that last two days... then I get a day break.. .then it comes back full force.  I am SO over it.  I try not to show it but trying to get through the day with a migraine is like shoveling snow with your bare hands.  I can't hold myself together anymore when I just want to crawl into a hole.  So big F U to migraines. 
  • My wonderful hubs bought me 3 massages for Valentine's Day.... I need to make my appt ASAP because I always walk around the house saying that Sophia has permanently broken my back.   Come to mama hour massage! 
  • The other day I was going through my Instagram feed and am grateful that I post so often because it brought me down to memory lane and made me realize how blessed I am to have enjoyed so many ups and downs... because that is what makes my life so interesting. I am so grateful. 
Ahhh.. life.  Gotta love it. 


Emelia at Dream Big & Buy the Shoes said...

3 massages?! AMAZING! Chuck and I just did a couples massage today as my Valentine's gift to him...ENJOY those!
Also, my migraines have been out of control...and exactly as you described yours to be. What is the deal?! Hope you get some relief soon!

Mia @ The Chronicles of Chaos said...

So sorry about the migraines! :( I don't get them as often as I used to, but man, I feel your pain.

But yay for massages! Hope you take advantage of those soon. :)

Jen said...

Your husband did good! Yay for massages!

MarlaJan said...

Happy almost 6 months, Sophia! I love seeing all her photos on IG. Sorry to hear about the mirgraines, they are such a bitch to deal with. Hopefully the massages the hubby got you will help!