Dec 19, 2014

We all have our good moments and bad moments

Do you ever catch yourself in a slump and don't even realize how you got there?
I feel like I'm in one.  That moment when there are just so many things happening around you and when you stop for a quick second and think "Is this OK for me?"

I have been asking myself that question a lot recently.  Life happens.  Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad.  I feel like I am constantly reminding myself to just go with the flow and it will work out in the end.  But then I have been thinking "what am I doing for me?"

I'm a Leo so it's natural for me to be very loyal.  Sometimes I feel like it's a weakness for me.  Being so loyal I tend to forget that I also need to do what's best for me and really see the bigger picture.  It gives me great pride to be helpful to others and make them happy.  When I am here to help you in whatever you may need, I try my dam best to do a good job.  You need to laugh, I got you covered.  You need to cry, I am here to lean on. You need to vent, I am here to listen.  You need this done, I can get it done for you.

So I sit here and realize that I do a lot for other people and sometimes I get the recognition I think I deserve and sometimes I don't.  So at what point do I say enough is enough and that I need to make a decision for myself.  It takes me a while but I think I am realizing that even though it would hurt some people for me to "move on," I still need to do me.

So let's see if I can figure this whole "just think about myself for once to better my life" scenario.

This should be a doozy.

1 comment:

Jen said...

I can relate to this so much! I have this issue with some family members and it's so frustrating.