Jul 26, 2013

Freak Out Mode

First full week at the new job is about to complete.  All I can tell you is that I am exhausted from this new schedule.  I really need to remember to take my B12 (I have a B12 deficiency) since I am really feeling the effects of just wanting to pass out all the time.  This would not be good if this happens at work. Not good at all.

But besides just feeling exhausted, it seems to be going OK. It's just hard since I don't have a desk yet. I will be moving to another temporary spot on Monday for about 1-2 weeks. They are not sure how long that will take.  So, yeah. Kind of sucks to be in limbo all while trying to learn the very complex processes here.  It is going to take me awhile to get use to the lingo and processes they have here. Lots of steps and lots of people involved.  It is a bit overwhelming.

But the weekend is here which means I can get my apt in order and try to enjoy some down time, which I hardly think will happen.  Then a new schedule will start next week when I attempt to figure out gym days and times.

Hopefully within 2 weeks my body will get use to the changes.


Secretly, I am already overwhelmed with this job and just not feeling it. I know it's because it's all new but I am freaking out that the team members don't like me. I am freaking out that they WON'T see what I can do. I am just freaking out. Eeeeeek.



KT said...

You got this girl! Don't worry about anyone else at the job - be the best Kenya you can be and let them all suck it!

Anonymous said...

Take a deep breath and remember that you are awesome. The rest will fall into place.

Julann said...

It is hard to be in limbo and show how great you are.... give it time, you will shine above all of them!

Ashley said...

You can do this... and even if you hate it - you can keep looking for something else in the meantime! I have faith in you! :)