May 24, 2012

Panic. Sadness. Excited

Bloggy peeps, this week has been insane.  Like I want to pull my hair out at work because work is really kicking my butt.  Stress level through the roof.  Heart rate beating faster than ever.

I am so grateful that the weekend is here.  Within the past two days, I have felt panic, sadness, and excited.... crazy.

Panic = we had a work accident.  Accident where ambulance was called.  Panic that an accident happened at work.  But it is amazing, how you instantly forget all the emergency procedures you are suppose to do, but quickly remember EXACTLY what you need to do two seconds later.  Thankful to God, my co-worker is OK. Some surgery on his leg and a long recovery, but he is alive and breathing.  God is good.

Sadness = Remember this post? Well, last night I was at my church meeting ( I am currently an elder).  And this is when I was going to tell everyone.  I started talking and within two seconds, I couldn't speak the words. Tears welled up in eyes. Felt like my throat was closed.  But I somehow sputtered out that I am moving on to another church.  I thought they were going to be angry, and upset. but they weren't.  They were super supportive!!! I cried like a little baby.  I have been going there since I was like 10.  I got married there.  So many memories.  But I am glad that they are 100% behind me.  I am still upset and even cried a bit on my car ride to work this morning, but I am just trusting in Him to guide me.  It's just one of those bittersweet decisions. 

Excited = This weekend, the hubs and I along with our business partners and family are going to have a MonaVie retreat weekend in Vermont.  SUPER. DUPER. EXCITED. It means FRESH air... ( I live in Jersey, there is no such thing as fresh air), great company, life lessons to be learned, and overall no technologyogy.  No stupid cell phone ringing because there is no signal up there! Woooo... so excited to be disconnected for the next three days.  I am not excited thought about the 4 hour car drive.  boo.

What plans do you all have for the holiday weekend?

~*~Mrs. Newlywed Giggles~*~


Earl-Leigh said...

Hi! I found you through Sassy Ms. Ginger, I loved your post!

I'm glad that your week is ending with some excitement. I hope that y'all have a wonderful time! =)

Unknown said...

So scary about the accident at work. Glad everything is turning out okay.

I am so proud of you for the church thing. I know it was so hard for you to make this decision, but I hope this will give you more peace. You go girl.