I feel like I'm in one. That moment when there are just so many things happening around you and when you stop for a quick second and think "Is this OK for me?"
I have been asking myself that question a lot recently. Life happens. Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. I feel like I am constantly reminding myself to just go with the flow and it will work out in the end. But then I have been thinking "what am I doing for me?"
I'm a Leo so it's natural for me to be very loyal. Sometimes I feel like it's a weakness for me. Being so loyal I tend to forget that I also need to do what's best for me and really see the bigger picture. It gives me great pride to be helpful to others and make them happy. When I am here to help you in whatever you may need, I try my dam best to do a good job. You need to laugh, I got you covered. You need to cry, I am here to lean on. You need to vent, I am here to listen. You need this done, I can get it done for you.
So I sit here and realize that I do a lot for other people and sometimes I get the recognition I think I deserve and sometimes I don't. So at what point do I say enough is enough and that I need to make a decision for myself. It takes me a while but I think I am realizing that even though it would hurt some people for me to "move on," I still need to do me.
So let's see if I can figure this whole "just think about myself for once to better my life" scenario.
This should be a doozy.
1 comment:
I can relate to this so much! I have this issue with some family members and it's so frustrating.
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