Mar 13, 2013

These are my confessions...

I will give you a minute to finish up singing the Usher song in your head after you read that title.
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Here we are, Wednesday... and I am linking up with Catalyn over at Confessions of a Northern Belle for Confessions

Here it goes,

I CONFESS...


  • I was suppose to go to the 8th interview today for that one job that I REALLY want where I was suppose to do a presentation.  It got cancelled and moved to next week and I was NOT happy.
  • As soon as the hubs walked out that door for work today after I crawled back into bed of getting the news my presentation was cancelled, I legit balled next to my dog while she licked my tears off of my face. 
  • I am BEYOND frustrated with this specific job interviewing process. There is nothing worse than for a week freaking out about a presentation that I have changed 50 million times and the night before the said presentation being happy that it will be over..... then BAM, another anxiety filled week. 
  • I am TERRIFIED what I will go through if I don't get this job.... I have been talking to them since mid December and have been on 7 interviews. So much time and effort has been put into this, I will be crushed if I don't get it. 
  • I feel embarrassed about not working right now, even though I know it was out of my control.  Let's face it... friends judge whether they realize it or not. 
  • that I need to be a better wife to the hubs. That man has patience.  And I feel like I let him down while I am at home now.  
  • That statement above got me teary eyed. 
  • today is not a good day for me, but tomorrow is another day and I pledge to make it better.
  • that I am not looking forward to the next 2 hours where I will continue job searching and applying.
What do you confess to?


13 comments:

Jen said...

Not cool that they cancelled and rescheduled your interview! Boo to them!

Julie said...

Oh my yes people are judging you even though they won't flat out tell you to your face. I'm in your same shoes sister and I totally understand! I took this PT hotel job to get off unemployment and friends don't agree with it bc its not what they would do. But you know what if it keeps me on my feet until I get my real job, then I'll deal with it. Good luck, I know that interviewing stinks but hopefully it turns out the way you want it to!

My Moms a Whack Job said...

Holy Crap... eight interviews? Seriously? I get that they want the right person, but how many interviews are you supposed to do? Your awesome, you will get it! Don't let them get to you.

Nikki said...

I confess I am NOT judging you for not working! Love ya!

KT said...

First off, BIG BIG BIG HUGS!!! You're so not alone in the job hunt. I don't understand why it's 1000 times harder to find a job nowadays when they all say "they need to hire people". You will find something soon!!! Keep the faith! xoxo!

Erika @ ~TiptoeButterfly~ said...

i'm linked up too! - no worries girl - what will be WILL be - i don't judge (even tho we all say that but totally do it) - i WISH i could of climbed back into bed today - i'm not havin' it today

Megalin D said...

No judging will be had here! I didn't work for 6 months when we moved and I felt awful. I know how it feels, hang in there hun
found you through the link up :)

Ashley from The Kitchen-Sink Chronicles said...

I know how depressing being unemployed can be... I'm dreading when this current assignment ends!

I can't imagine eight interviews... what kind of work is it?

sophistifunk said...

ahhhh good luck on the 8th interview, that's so exciting!

xo brie
www.sophistifunkblog.com

Catalyn H said...

Oh man I hope you get the job! Your pup is nice for drying your tears :-)

Thanks for linking up!

Charity said...

Aww Kenya I do not know you but all wives have their days and our husbands are called to love us even during our worst. He will make it through. Also do not be embarrassed about not working, your value is in yourself not in your work, because you care so much I can already tell you have a beautiful spirit and your life is your contribution to this world. I will be thinking of you, the job is yours. Also thank you for stopping by my blog. I will be following you now.

Charity
TheWordofAnerd.com

lil desiqua said...

Keep your head up girl! 8 interviews is a LOT, but hopefully it will all be worth it in the end! Fingers crossed for you!

Emily Hampton said...

Interview processes are so frustrating -- especially that many, 8?! That's crazy. You're totally right about friends judging whether they realize it or not. But no judgement here, I promise!

-- Emily @ runninglikeamother.com