Aug 17, 2012

aaaahhhhh.... :::breathe:::

So yeah, that's how I feel today. Migraine shut me down yesterday morning. Man, these migraines really do suck. By the afternoon I felt a little better so I thought, since I was home off from work, let me do some chores. You know, might as well stop living like a slob. So, I did three loads of laundry, folded and put away the total 5 loads away... 2 loads from like the week before. I LOATHE laundry.  Then I cleaned the floors, then the bathroom, then the kitchen, then the tables and TV stand.
Then I felt like ultimate shit again.  Why on earth did I decide to deep clean the apt when I thought I felt better was beyond me. STUPID me. I know better, I know that migraine sneaks it's ugly head back in. So then I went to sleep, and woke up still feeling like shit.  The whole day went like that. WOMP WOMP.

Today is better than yesterday, but this headache is still lingering.  GO AWAY.

On another note, my birthday is on Monday.  I will be 29. I am so blessed to have lived through another year of life.  God is good.  This last year had it's up and downs, but I am excited for what the next year will bring.  BRING IT ON! :::cheerleader poms poms in the air:::::

I just planned a birthday dinner for myself.  Totally last minute.  If it wasn't for my best friend saying I should do something, I probably wouldn't have. I just feel blah about it.  I have always been the planner, and about two years ago I took a stance that I wasn't planning shit anymore because I did it for everyone, and no one for me. So I said eff it. I started planning things a bit more now but for some reason, I would have rather have someone else tell me where I should be on my birthday. I doesn't feel right to plan my own thing. But, I caved and did it. I have started receiving the responses and am pretty happy about it.  Now I know why the bestie pushed me.  It's going to help me. Help me feel better about me being me.  And I have some awesome friends so why pass up a night out with them filled with laughter?  So, Monday, I am going to glam it up because let's face it, I felt like shit these past couple of months, so it's my birthday and I am going to look good because I know I am beautiful and can rock it. Holla at my confidence! People, this is rare.  On that note, I have to get a pair of heels fixed with some rubber buds at the heel. Must do that this weekend.

Someone asked me if I was freaking out about being closer to 30.  I told them "No. I am excited to be closer to 30 because if I make it, that means I get to enjoy another wonderful year with my family and friends. Isn't that what life is about?".... that person's jaw dropped and told me thank you. I said, for what?  They said I helped them view birthday's in a different light. 

Kudos to me.

Happy Friday bloggy friends... don't get too drunk this weekend...and if you plan to, have a drink in honor of my birthday!

Don't forget to enter my giveaway!

~*~Mrs. Newlywed Giggles~*~


Nikki said...

Happy Almost birthday! I will be 30 in November and I can say I am honestly ok with it and looking forward to it! Heading to San Fran to celebrate!

Shanny said...

Gosh I hate migraines =(

I wasn't planning on having a drink over the weekend BUT now I have good reason, don't I? In your birthday honor my darling, I shall raise my glass! ::cheers::

Linds said...

My birthday is Monday! We were destined! Happy Birthday lady!